Lesson from some kids. //life.I'm just going to get right into this.
The other day I was sitting in class rather frustrated with everything and the people around me. I'm in a split class with grade 10's, 11's and us... the 12's, so there was about 15 minutes left in class and i had noticed this grade 11 boy glance over at me every so often.. thinking it was strange i finally exchanged a long look with him, it caught me off guard when all he did was smile at me then turned to leave. Now i've never talked to him, and i know he didn't mean anything with the smile. But the look he gave me almost said: "you look upset today but thats ok, smile with me?" So i smiled back.
That actually changed my outlook on my entire day. Something as small as some kid sharing a smile with me, It kinda made me think about how simple the whole thing was.
Sorry i'm just blabbering my feels towards the world.
Then today a little girl in my other art program was just talking about how excited she is to grow up and graduate and move out an
Casually pass out in class?So the title isn't as dramatic as it sounds, I had a special ceremony with my Firstnation studies class and we had a slamon cook-out in the court yard with a fire pit. It was really neat up until the point were I suddenly got hot and cold flashes and my head spun like crazy. It was really strange and I stumbled back awkwardly. Luckily my teacher looked over In time and drug me to the office. Mrs. S (I love her so much, she's the secretary at my school) made fun of how green my face was. xD So I didn't fully passout and fall on the ground, I just blacked out for a couple seconds.
That would have been embarrassing to flop over on the concrete. xD
So I got sent home because I was all disgusting-looking, So now i'm here bumming around the house.
HOME: THE PLACE WHERE YOU CAN BE FUCKING UGLY AND ENJOY IT. :'D
I Will probably make some cool creature adopts or open up commissions to pass the time. (I need to get more points for a big gift I'm getting someone)
//baww it would have b
Fucking getting dark out at 4:00. damit novemberOk for a few months remember how I was saying "omg I love this time of year! It's fall and the seasons are changing!" shit like that? Well now it's the time of year that I lothe.
It starts getting dark at 3:00 And It's almost cold enough for snow but insted you get bitchy freezing rain.
It's still november so december holiday/christmas feelings aren't really there yet because it's not close enough.
So you just stumble through november trying not to give up and die on the sidewalk on your way to school.
Ok.. well it's not actually that bad, I have Kodee. xD
He keeps me happy. ♥
And last night (just because I can share this)
I was getting into bed all suductive and smooth-like and I kneed myself in the face causing my spiked nose ring to gash the inside of my nostril and my face hydro pumped blood.... everywhere. It was awkward actually. I was waiting for my moms boyfriend to get out of the bathroom so I could get some tissues. My mom stared
i can't help itAlright well i'm going to hide the fact that i'm in a slight rage from having the journal i just wrote deleted. I spent almost an hour on it. AUGHH
Ok i just spent my weekend with kodee and his family ;u;
I always feel so happy after seeing him xD
After leaving his house i kept blowing him a million kisses as i walked down the street humming dumb love songs to myself.
Then (craving some freedom) I walked to the school yard that looks over the mountains and farms, just to see the far off city lights and stars.. also a few jets in the sky.
Stupid boy with your head in the stars.
I can't help it.
And because Kodee is so sweet he fixed my blonde skunk stripe xD //made it lighter and threw in some orange.
I'll take pics when i get my phone back mabye, See my unconfident face being all: "huugggnghhhhhhhghhhhhh"
That's the sound of my face.
So if anyone ever actually meets me... that's what my face will do.
ACTUALLY. I will i most likely hug you to death, give you a brofirst OR BOTH.
merry christmoose this year.This year my holiday was great.
(sorry about not being around Da as much// i'm slowly SLOWLY going through ALL my comments.) fucking damnit deviantart. I still can't edit anything on my page. I've tried to fix it. but can't.
I went over to my boyfriends tonight and had turkey dinner with his family, It was lovely and his family is wonderful ad it was all just so.. ah best christmas ever. though I came home after and now I can't sleep. I'm litteraly awake spinning in my chair buying stuff from the interbutt and cuddling the shark plush Kodee got me. Bruce is one of the best prestents ever, and dad also got prismacolor artist markers (expect traditional art soon) a chest binder from mom and some skull underwear. Yup. And I get to see even more family tomorrow, then next week go get some sexy manly jeans and other stuff at a mall place with Kaden and Virginia (school frans) THEN GO BACK TO SCHOOL. and work my ass off to graduate and then fly away to collage. yey.
but for now.
Popcorn in my hair.It's 2:12pm. It feels like it should be 5 or 6.
Just saying this journal has nothing to do with popcorn. I am eating some. Then became really excited. And it got all up in my hair. I was playing this: //it made me laugh so hard. http://youtu.be/FtCKhQw0x8U.
Anyway It's friday and I have no school, Nothing to do, People I need to see, bros I should call ;A;
Oh well. I'm going to be anti social today with my fancy sweater and punk-ass mug of tea.
Sweaters and tea. Shitdamn we got a bad ass over here.
All my sarcasm.
And I need to save up points for a gift so expect adopts or commission spots in the next few days, I'm comepletly caught up in every single class so I have lots of spare time when I get home. :I
//fall feelings. It's been getting colder, wetter, and the days are shorter. I love the colours of the leaves and cool air but I hate the dark short-ass days and rain -__-
though perfect weather for cuddles. I still need to wait to see kodeeandimisshimlikefuckingcrazyyy
Anything.We waited in silence,
For a sound.
But nothing ever happened,
And no one ever came.
We waited for him.
But he never came.
A long plane ride in bitter silence,
Left alone with a crushing reality.
He was never coming home.
And we realize that no amount of wishin will bring him back to us.
But still we wait.
Wondering if he watches us or turns away in shame?
Wondering if he's proud of who we became?
Wondering if he will visit our dreams anymore?
And we wait in silence.
For a sound.
Before I saw The SunReading things I've already read to pass the time,
bringing back the feelings of hard times that leave bile in my mouth and weight on my chest.
Some one I used to know and thought the world of,
And even though much has passed,
And I am happiest now with my sunshine.
I some times wonder what ever happend to this friend of mine.
Where the times have taken him.
Then there's the story of the monster before I saw the sun.
I regret everything to do with him,
Wish we had never met or that I had ever learned his name.
Left me broken and bleeding with the trail of other broken hearts,
I was only another card to tuck under his belt.
A silver tongued devil with nothing to loose and time to spare.
But after him.. I saw the sun.
The one who loves me for all that I am,
and cares for me.
He is the best thing to happen to me..
and before him I never really believed in the whole.. " the one "
or the soulmate kinda thing..
but now I do..
Thank you sunshine <3
Hunny Bee Flew AwayWe used to be so different you and I,
Always having a good time.
When you came home I used to run outside to meet you,
Now I retreat away and hide.
Before you can even come inside,
yelling and screeching sounds and a door slammed.
My body shakes from heaving sobs after you "greet" me,
My eyes swell up from trying to hide the tears.
You know right away what I've tried to hide.
Awe, why do you cry my little hunny bee?
Is what you used to say.
Now you yell and question my tears.
See what you've done?
Do you even care?
So I go to the doctor...I'm still having trouble with my beat up shoulder. Now I already contacted a chiropractor, and he's all ".............................meh sounds like nothing."
Before I continue this story let me tell you that this is a new doctor that I know nothing about. My first family doctor decided to sell medical drugs illegally with my orthodontist (I am not kidding you) and he lost his medical license. So I went to a new doctor. After 3 years with that doctor, I was told that HE lost his license too. (I REALLY am not kidding you) He lost his license due to inappropriate relationships with patients. Apparently, in the newspaper, he even did some chick at the frikin office. I mean I am now hearing about this after he stuck his nasty hands in my mouth (I already know what you are thinking "lol hands in the mouth for no reason", I had a sinus infection). You know... come to think of it, he did have me undress alot. That was a joke (or was it?)
Ok so after all that, I go to this new jackass and he
FlatteredI should be flattered.
There are people who literally spend hours of their life every day following me. People who obsessively save every work of art I post online. People who comment and hypothesize about everything I do, even when I am not doing anything. People who make their own comics, websites, and blogs because of me. People who meticulously sift through my stats, my comments, and near-decade old journals. People who obsessively screen-capture everything I say or do anywhere online. People who seemingly have no life other than to talk about every aspect of my own. People who, day in and day out, never tire of talking about me to their friends online.
These people are amazing and I am continually astounded by them and the things they come up with... over a worthless and unimportant cartoonist.
Not even a good cartoonist either. Just an average, slightly stubborn, mediocrely popular on a dubious website... cartoonist. Not a politician with real influence in the world. Not a famous
Its all a ScamContext
This is another long one, and I apologize but I need to speak my mind. This journal is in response to the "righteously indignant" users making a fuss about me "selling" fanart of copyrighted characters in my recent Adventure Time post. To the person who signed up today just to write a nasty comment on my new Society6 page. To the person who flagged my recent Adventure Time illustration on DA and then proceeded to send me an e-mail about doing it (probably the same person). To the people creating multiple accounts to try and dissuade users from spending their money how they see fit. And to a long list of people who follow everything I do post just to make sure that their negative voice and attitude are the first voices anyone ever sees on all of my work.
It's All A Scam
I'm in an unenviable position. Popular enough to be well known, not popular enough to be making oodles of cash off my stuff. Part of that is my own fault for not really promoting and selling myself,
I will be leaving dA for two years..Hey my awesome watchers and friends!
Well, yes, like the title says, I will be leaving dA for two years as of the 18th of April, so in about a week. This is a tough decision, as dA has become an important part of my life, because I am actually trying to build up a living with my art. But you should know, that I am a Mormon (Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints.. ) and I am 18, close to 19, so I am going on a mission. That means I will be going to the Alpine region (Switzerland, Austria, South-Germany) and talk to the people about what I believe in. You have to know, that this is something I carefully considered and I have a strong belief in God and so I want to share the joy my religion has brought me. The mission will be for two years and I wont have the time to upload any art to dA. My sister PixieCold will keep you up to date through journals on my page here, so you know what I am doing and how my life is going!
Please, if you disagree with
Custom Commissions.:CLOSED:.I'm open again.Finally finished my last list but this time i'm only opening 10 slots.
Prices are found here http://itsmar-adopts.deviantart.com/journal/Custom-Design-Prices-268647998
please give specifics on your order ,for example
Clothes type: (for human custom)
If your description is really detailed and long,plz note me the infoXD
not paid yet
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Updates: Please readHey everyone.
I have been extremely inactive for the last few months, break's coming up so I might be online a bit more.
Anyway I'd better fill you in huh?
A few days ago I also had my beloved 15 year old dog pass away <33 I'll miss him, he was the best dog I could ever ask for.
I've been very busy with my job and studying, so I haven't been online much.
I also have had little to no inspiration to draw.
So again I still might not be very active.
I've missed talking to all my online buddies, aha its been a while.
I'll hopefully be uploading some art from a few months ago
A blurry image.....So, Bryan Konietzko uploaded this image to his tumblr
and you may think...... that's just a picture of Mike, but.... look at the background!
I can spot the twins and Bolin there...... interesting "Sneak Peak" XD
What do you think?
END: December 25, 2012
PRIZES: http://dl.dropbox.com/u/44474077/Stuff/prizes.png + a doodle of Jack Frost on a post card~
Read on for rules!
Hi everyone! Welcome to new members as well~ I wanted to let everyone know that we are going to have our first contest, and I'd love if everyone entered! Its super simple too!
All you have to do is submit a photo of your movie theater ticket from seeing Dreamworks 'Rise of the Guardians' to our new folder in the gallery called 'Contest Entries'.
NOTE: PLEASE BE AWARE THAT YOU CAN ONLY SUBMIT ONE TIME TO THIS FOLDER! There is a lock on submissions per person, and its only ONE folks!
I will reply to your submission with a NUMBER, and on December 25th I will use a random number generator to pick a winner!
The Prizes as shown above via link are: A movie poster of North from the ROTG film, The first picture book in the series Guardians of Childhood 'Man in the Moon', as well as the first book about North and the Nightmare King! I will
What I Turn To When My Brain Goes 'Blurgh'I really want to share with everyone the artists and places I often turn to when I'm feeling low on inspiration. Right before I begin a painting I will always browse through my catalogue of inspiration for a kind of... artistic boost before I begin.
Firstly, my main source of inspiration does genuinely spring from my imagination. I've been drawing since I was about six-years-old and I always have a seed of an idea singing to me from some part of my brain. The need to breathe life into that little idea is a terrible itch, but a gratifying one.
Most of my pictures are inspired by women. Obviously. I love female anatomy, so my ideas will always start with an idea for a pose. The hair is my favourite part and that often completes the image in my mind - I love creating the flow and shapes. Colour comes next, often inspired by the environment and season I picture the subject in. The image grows from there.
But of course I am inspired by what I see around me. It's fair to say that prett
Eddsworld updateI haven't been active on Deviant once again. You know what that means!
I'm working hard on the next Eddsworld short, it's supposed to be done before Christmas.
Which gives me little time! I hope I'll get it done. X_X
I'll keep you all posted!
NEWS! new Eevee evolution! Sylveon + 16th movieUpdates 14/2/13
Nintendo released the official name of Ninfia and it´s called:
Sylveon in English (Feelinara in German) so it´s not Ninfeon as some fans expected.. but I think this name is also pretty cool
source: Pokebeach: -> http://pokebeach.com/2013/02/corocoro-cover-reveals-silhouetted-pokemon-more-leaks-soon
"February’s CoroCoro cover has just leaked, revealing a brand new Eeveelution named Ninfia (ニンフィア). Its type and method of evolution were not revealed, but it is 1.0m high and weighs 23.5kg. Its name follows the same naming conventions of Glacia and Leafia (Glaceon and Leafeon’s Japanese names). Ninfia was foreshadowed for several months via the Pikachu and Eevee Friends mini-movie poster: you can see its pink bow in the middle of the logo. Since Eevee is getting a new evolution this generation, other older Pokemon may get new evolutions again too.
The Genesect movie has been rena
Awesome.....but Weird DreamOk....it was about a couple weeks ago I had the strangest but also awesome dream and it was very vivid too.... which I didn't really mind and*breaths in* it was about TMNT!!! lol when I woke up I was like running around my room waving my hands all crazy like. XD
First, it started out when I was in my spanish class at my school and my chemisty teacher, Mrs. Simon, was teaching the class instead of the spanish teacher. Anyway, the class had cluster of tables in desks in groups of four all over the room; Mrs. Simon was in the front and was giving a lecture on future/conditional tense and all of that stuff.
During the lecture Leo, Raph, Donnie, and Mikey suddenly showed up and went and sat down in a different cluster of tables and chairs on the other side of the room. Sometime during the class Mrs. Simon went up to the turtles desks and slammed down a yard stick with a loud *SMACK.*
"Why do you have weapons i
I'VE BEEN SAYING MY NAME WRONG MY WHOLE LIFE WTF!?My life is a liiieeee!!
I have been thinking my whole life that my name is Christina Anastasia Hanlin. I have told everyone about that..... Everyone knows my name......
But you know what.....
That's apparently not my name.....
So the other night, I was having a mental breakdown about being adopted and I was going off like, "YOU COULD HAVE HAD A MORE INTELLIGENT DAUGHTER THAN ME YOU COULD HAVE PICKED SOMEONE SO MUCH PRETTIER I'VE FAILED YOU GUYS AS A DAUGHTER I WILL NEVER BE GOOD ENOUGH NO ONE LIKES ME MY OWN MOM DIDN'T EVEN WANT ME WHO THE FUCK WOULD WANT A STUPID FATASS LIKE MEEEEEEE" and just my usual mental breakdown stuff. So I thought to make me feel better(or possibly worse) I would go take a peek at the letter my birth mother wrote about abandoning me. My parents never wanted me to read it. THEY NEVER WANT ME TO READ IT. So, of course, I want to read it.
I seriously go through every key I can find, trying to open that little suit-case-safe thing. I finally found the key an
Passing on the messagePOST/COMMENT ARTICLE ABOUT MMDs AND COPYRIGHT by Haruka Mitutoyo
Phone-Call #1: February 18th, 1961"He—Hello?"
"Is this Miss Halliburton?"
"Who on earth is calling me at this time of night?"
"Take a guess."
"I—what? Who is this?"
"Wow, you don't even recognize my voice. I'm offended."
"Is this some sort of prank call?"
"After all we went through."
"If you don't tell me who you are and why you're calling, I'm hanging up right now. It is too damn early for this."
"Then I'll just call again. Well, actually, don't hang up, I've only got fifty cents left."
"For God's sake, who the is this?"
"I already told you to guess, Ilex—I thought you were clever."
"Took you long enough."
"Simon, it is two in the morning. What is wrong with you?"
"Well, I've got six pounds of shit building up in my airways, I can't breathe without an oxygen tank and I'm an asshole."
"I already knew that. Now why are you calling me in the middle of the night—and did I hear you say you're at a payphone?"
"Yes, there's one on the bottom floor of the hospital."
"What are you doi
Glitter toilet. What is life.I've been working on this toilet project for like 5 hours now.
What is my life.
Painting my toilet.
It's for a school project but my teacher did a crappy job telling what she wanted from the work so to be a smartass I did a toilet. With fucking sparkles on it.
because I have no actual inspiration to do something serious.
And the last poll I did: Sorry me and Kodee didn't re-do the Q&A video this past weekend. We were busy the whole time. .____. yup. super busy. Though I am trying to get him to do one with me soon.
But just for the record WE DID actually do it, but the sound got fucked up and didn't work QAQ
Yup and submitting art here and there. I am trying to put stuff up I promise.
I have a legit reason for not posting everyday anymore though, it's called: I'm trying to graduate highschool so i can finally go to collage
less than six months to go.
I'm so excited.
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K. a quick update on stuff.
so very tired.