Titles....
SO. I wanted to re-do last nights journal (because i was in a rush last night xD)
TO START OFF WITH:
I am almost done school 8'D //for the summer//
I just have to come in 2 more days then i'm done. ;w;
And i finished my planning 10 course i've been killing myself with for over a year. ~joyy~
Speaking of school i'm full of depressing/fucking awesome feels.
Kodee is grading this year ( Yay // </3 )
Really really happy but at the same time i'm all like: "TAKE ME WITH YOUUU AAUGHHHH QAQ it won't be the same without youu"
Yeah so.. there is all that xD
Oh and i'm getting a job this summer (i know i've told you guys already lol) But i'm excited 8D money+ job experience + getting out into the world + building people skills = LETS DO THIS.
Does the random thought patten of my journals irritate anyone?
fff whatever- XD
. . . . . Truth be told i'm writing this because i'm lonely. lol
i havn't had human contact all day //besides Kodee leaving this morning/ (and it was fathers day today and dad wouldn't pick up the phone ;A; ) nuu
Well speaking of Kodee and last night. . .
There was candles placed all over the house and a lovely dinner was made. I don't think i've ever had someone do something that romantic/sweet for me ever before. ♥
last night kind of made my day/week/month
(even more than the hotel adventure from last weekend and the Vancouver trips with dad //NOT SAYING THOSE WERN'T SPECIAL TOO// but you know what i'm trying to say~
♥ A perfect example of someone i can't live without.
JENBFJSDBF
Though i don't understand why..but i have really bad anxiety today for some reason :C
//Along with all these gayhappybutterly feelings XD
naww i'm fine =w=
ACTUALLY NO... NO LOL OK. NVM.
damn arms are like noodles from drawing // writing // clay-ing all day. and... uh... my damn inner thighs. .___.
muh
ergh
ccckkcckkkkk
..................♥
hmmff
I have nothing to be stressed about yet i feel gross anyway.
WHAT DO YOU GUYS DO TO GET RID OF RANDOM ANXIETY?
Drawing//clay work isn't working for me anymore.
maby talking to other humans would help xD










hate them both.
oh, a listen to some music and if you're more of a musical person (like with band and instruments) then you could tap your fingers or feet to a random rythm to get your mind less focused on the nervous and more on the music.
your inner thighs hurt eh?
X'DDD
sexeh timez? //murdered